Push Button Life

i am regrets, i am emotions, i am potentials wasted, i am what i shouldn't be, i am what i am not, i am a pretender, i am nice, i am not what i wanted to be, i am disappointment personified, i am responsibly horny, i am a dreamer, i am an optimist, i am sleepy, i am chocolates, i am beer, i am pizza, i am a cigarette, i am happy, i am typing, i am silent, i am rain, i am music, i am a band, i am a reader, i am an undergrad, i am nothing, i am someone's crush, i am someone's love, i am a someone's friend, i am someone's enemy, i am tired, i am writing, i am the master of the universe, i am the puppet master, i am the puppet, i am hungry, i am downloading, i am broke, i am cold, i am thin, i am tall, i am large, i am inspired, i am unique, i am a copycat, i am sailing, i am sinking, i am in love, i am crushed, i am my dad, i am not mom, i am not you, i am simplicity, i am complicated, i am ME and these are my confessions....

What Alenalbert Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

A Simple Letter To That Ever Adorable Girl

love,

      I couldn’t be a happier boy when your hand is so comfortably holding mine.

-Alen

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